Start at the beginning.

For as long as I can remember I have always wanted to be a mumma, but the timing was never right. I always pictured this fairytale life (thank you disney movies), it never turned out the way I wanted it too, but guess what? It's better.

From 18 to now (I am now 28), I have been through many ups and downs. I have gone through challenges in relationships, depression, anxiety and not knowing what to do in life. Through to finding love and happiness within myself, then stumbling into the guy I never saw coming.

They say things happen when you least expect it?

I am at a place now where I am so content and happy with my life, the timing is finally right!

Hopped off the pill, and guess what? Got pregnant straight away. Wasn't expecting it to happen straight away. I was so happy and remember thinking, wow, this is so prefect, what could go wrong?

6-7 weeks pregnant, I was at work and started to bleed heavy with this intense pain. At that moment, I knew I had lost my baby.